Hey guys...how's it going?? This will be my last post written in London...yup...the day is finally dawning on me...I'm leaving for good...going back to Singapore...noooooo....hehehe...
It had been a crazy month building up to this day...resign from my current job...being unemployed hehehe... trying to close and cancel accounts here and there...sending my stuff home...oh my God...it has been crazy!!
And not only that...everyone has been trying to meet up with me before I leave! Bless them!!....and been shopping for stuff that I cant get back home or shopping for wedding stuff...at one point of time...I was literally out every single day...Thank you to my friends for accompanying me though...
All I wanna say is thank you London...you have been good to me...it has been a bittersweet journey in this 8years...and I did not regret one single bit of it....I'm happy to go home but sad to leave you too...who know...God willing, we might meet again ;)
To all who have cross path with me throughout these 8years, thank you for being part of my life regardless if you are close to me or not...and I hope you guys will remember me too :)
To people back home...I'm coming home!!! hehehe
CIAO!!
Posted by feline at 8:16 pm
Hey guys, hows it going? Been a while since my last post. Been busy planning...and planning...and planning... hehehe...
Well since my last post, I've been back home for 3weeks...that came and went so fast...spend those weeks with my loved ones and also planning a wedding...meeting different people and bookings and deposits...a new experience for me...coz when I was single, I never bothered to be nosey about other people's wedding...hehehe...but am glad that I've booked the important stuffs...so far make-up artist/clothes done, henna done, studio photoshoot done, wedding photographer/videographer done, caterer/deco/dj done...and still got loads more to do!! So stressing...and I felt bad stressing my fiancee meeting some of those people and making deposits...but it's got to be done!! Sorry dear!! hehehe...
Besides planning a wedding, I'm trying my best not to stress myself up with leaving London and settling back home permanently. Yup, I'm leaving London for good...after 8 years!! So sad...not sad about leaving the work...hehehe...but sad leaving friends behind... :( . I'm also trying to organise and plan about wrapping things up here...the only thing I've done so far is submit my resignation letter!! hehehe...i need to do shopping for stuff I can't get back home...shopping for some wedding stuff...cancel my internet, mobile, tv licence, close my account...send cargo home, book flight home, etc etc etc....arghhhhhh!!!!!
And then while organising all that, looking for jobs back home as well....bloody hell!! Why, oh why, did I subject myself to this?? I just lurrrvvveee complicating my life hehehe...The sacrifice I make for the one I love....better don't make me regret this dear!! LOL...
P.S. Less than 2months to go... *~*
CIAO!!
Posted by feline at 7:40 am
hey guys...hows it goin? It's been a while since I blogged...so thought better do a post before this month ends!! hehehe...
Well Olympics and Paralympics has come and gone...I have to admit...some of the games had been quite tense and exciting!....imagine...me getting all excited and tensed up over equestrian showjumping. and surprise, surprise, I kind of supporting Britain as well!! hehehe...to be fair...they did quite well....anyway, I must have been one of the few people who didn't go to the Olympics Park and stuff....oh well...I was fasting so it was kinda nice watching on tv instead.
So whats new? Well I got myself a new "toy"...Samsung Galaxy Tab 2 10.1" Wifi....hehehe....the reason why I bought it is bcoz my laptop is going to "die" soon...its been 8years...I can still use it but it just keeps shutting down, especially if im watching anything full screen...sigh....I didnt want to get another laptop coz im going home for good soon and my bro has a PC...plus my future hubby has a laptop too...still playing around and discovering my new "toy"...hehehe...
Finally! My fiancee's birthday came...Finally!! I'm not older than him...by months...LOL....already had his birthday present ready for months. Even customised his birthday card with our pictures. He was pleased by it when he went to collect it from my place! Sorry dear...u had to collect your present from my house instead of me giving it to you....and sorry I couldn't celebrate your birthday again....next year ok? I know you wished I'm there but what can I do? On top of that, my mom cooked some noodles and sambal prawns for him...yummy!!
So once again...happy birthday my dear. May Allah bless you and protect you always. Love you...
CIAO!!
P.S. One month to go!!...
Posted by feline at 3:34 am
Hey guys, hows it goin? Hope all is well...
Well just doing a quick post here. Just wanna wish all my Muslim friends and relatives a happy and peaceful Hari Raya. While everyone who are back home celebrating and having good food and company, I happen to be staying put right here in London. Yup, couldn't go home for Hari Raya...that really sucks but what can I do? Sigh...
So instead, I had a small feast with my 6-8 of my friends. Thank you friends for keeping me company on this day coz it's difficult trying not to think about home during this period but you guys make it just a little bit easier for me.
I know it's difficult for my family back home too, especially my mom. I bet she wished I just appeared at the front door. I did that twice before hehehe. Sorry to disappoint you mom, but it ain't happening this time around. I wish I could but I can't...sigh...Anyway, I'll be back home in 2months time for my holiday :)
So again, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri/Eid Mubarak everyone. Forgive me for any of my wrongdoings ( I know I have loads!!). Maaf zahir dan batin...
CIAO!!
Posted by feline at 6:31 pm
hey guys...its been a while since I blogged. Basically there's nothing much to blog...work, rot in bed, go out for dinner, chat with my family n fiancee...normal stuff hehe...
Its Ramadhan now...well it will be Hari Raya in less than a fortnight...time flies...sigh I should have been home for Hari Raya but I couldnt...not with all this Olympics stuff going on...cant take annual leave for more than 2weeks...so I cancelled...and then I found out one of my colleagues was granted 3weeks annual leave during that same period that I wanted!! What the hell??!!....sigh...I just cant fight and argue anymore...no more energy for all that...not worth it...anyway I'm going home in October....and then for good end of Jan next year...
Yup...be leaving UK for good in less than 6months...I just havent absorb that fact as yet...after being here for 8years....sob sob...oh well...the sacrifice I make for my loved one...he better remember that for the rest of his life!! heehee...
So I've slowly been sending stuff back home...never send boxes home before so this is the 1st time. The company just collected my boxes today so we'll see how good their service is. And now that the boxes are gone, my room looks half-empty...oh well empty for now until I start buying things online...again!!
Really....somebody really needs to stop me!! heehee...it's so addictive....one minute it'll be bags, the next minute it'll be organisers...and then make-up products....and then jewellery...and then candles....that's why I've got three boxes...half of them are candles and vases and stuff!! LOL...bloody hell what's wrong with me??!! But to be fair, I do use all those stuff and I love the stuff that I've bought!!...well most of them anyway hehehe....and I was thinking ahead of my room back home...redecorating my room prior to getting married so that's why I've bought some of those stuff....to make my room look all lovely....yeah right!! excuses!! hehehe...
And the good news is...or bad news??!! LOL....I still got a few more things I need to buy...oh gosh...someone stop me...well...no one can actually except for myself!! LOL...
P.S. Hope to go for one last short trip ;)
CIAO!!
Posted by feline at 8:04 pm
hey guys...hows it going?? Wet and windy these past few days...all d better I suppose, since my fiancee has come and gone...yup...he was here for 2weeks...and man, how time flies...went all around London attractions and museums...Liverpool and Anfield, Portsmouth, Dublin...and then that's it...time for him to go home...sigh...
It has been an interesting 2weeks...an insight into what it'll be like to live together for the rest of our lives...hmmmm...patience and tolerance is d key...definitely....hehehe...
But all in all, it has been good...i hope i've been a good host...well im sure i've been!! hehehe...and that he wont forget his 2weeks holiday :)
Miss you my dear...my room felt so empty when you left...
Never mind...i'll see you soon enough :)
CIAO!!
Posted by feline at 9:16 pm
Paroxysmal supraventricular tachycardia (PSVT) is an occasional rapid heart rate. "Paroxysmal" means from time to time.
That's what I had...or I think I had...
This is what happened...
I was at work...not that extreme busy...manageable...had my tea break...then I was standing around the nurses station, listening to my charge nurse and doctor discussing about patients when I felt like I'm making quite a great effort trying to catch my breath...palpitations as well....so I thought, oh here we go again...I'm so unhealthy...so I decided to take my pulse and it was racing away....and I thought again...must be kinda dehydrated....hey there's an empty bed...let me hooked myself on the cardiac monitor...thinking my heart rate is probably 110-120beats with a normal rhythm...guess what?? my heart rate was 145-155beats and looks like PSVT!!...
I'm so shocked...I had to confirm this with my seniors and soon, everyone was worried and fussing over me till they rushed me to A&E without doing an ECG first. So by the time I'm in A&E, my heart rate has slowed down and in normal rhythm. Blood results were fine and Chest XRay was fine.
So went to the cardiology clinic the next day. All were fine. Of course!! Should have done that ECG first...dammit!! hehehe...anyway...will be fitted a "pager-like" device for 7 days to see if can capture any abnormal heart rhythms... so this device will follow me to Liverpool and Portsmouth and Dublin!!...since my fiancee will be in London during the time that device is fiited on me...heehee...
I dun wanna get worried or think about the device or what d result will be... I just wanna enjoy my fiancee's company for that two short weeks... :)
P.S. About a week more to go!! Weeeeee....
CIAO!!
Posted by feline at 4:00 am
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