Hey guys, hows it goin? Im off after 2 busy long days...now reluctantly trying to finish up reading for my ALS course...duh...hehe
Had a scare over the weekend...my younger bro was had an emergency admission to the hospital...was vomiting like nearly 1L of blood n clots...i was worried and scared to bits...couldnt sleep till I know he was stable...in fact, I nearly wanted to take unpaid leave to go home...
You see, he had tonsillectomy more than a week ago...went for appt a few days post-op and found a blood clot at the site, which then had been drained...was doing well for d next couple of days till he woke my mom up in d middle of the night, complaining that he was vomiting blood...
It was bleeding from both ends of the op site...i juz cant believe something so small can bleed slowly till up to nearly 1L??!! Wat d hell...and I was more worried of the fact that it might not juz be bleeding from the op site itself, but from somewhere else!!
He had a blood transfusion and had to go for an emergency op...used diathermy to kind of "burn" the site to stop the bleeding and had a scope juz to make sure that everywhere else is clear...n thank God everywhere else is clear...Alhamdulillah...I've never felt so helpless before...sigh...Anyway all is good now...hopefully no such scary events in the future...insyallah :)
P.S. 2more weeks!! ;)
CIAO!!
Posted by feline at 10:03 pm
Hey guys...nothing much to blog about as been busy working nights...in fact back on nights again tonight...sigh...I need a break!! I need a holiday!! I need to get away from work!!...
Anyway, just thought I blog about my addiction to online shopping...why oh why did I come across that shopping channel? And amazon website as well!! My fav websites are qvcuk.com, amazon.co.uk, salonskincare.co.uk...I know I shouldnt be wasting money but I cant help myself...
I've bought loads of bags, makeup/skincare products, organisers, and even jewellery!! Well to be fair, most of the products are good...in fact my mom asks me to buy one of the makeup products coz she was impressed by the results!! hehe...And what happens when I go home for good?? I wont be able to buy anymore!! Or maybe get my friend to post to Singapore maybe??!! LOL...
P.S. Countdown begins...
CIAO!!
Posted by feline at 8:43 pm
Hey guys...been off for a week now due to off sick from previous post...so time to go back to work...sigh..
Yesterday had been a nervous one coz his parents came over to my house to meet my parents and sort of made our engagement date an official one...overall...it turn out ok from both sides heehee...so am kinda glad that's over...
Next up....the engagement itself...oh man...i dun think it will really hit me until like d day before....den i will feel sick to the stomach!! heehee...and then insyallah, i'll be someone's fiancee!! What??!! heehee
P.S. Happy 5months together to dat someone!! :)
CIAO!!
Posted by feline at 4:03 am
Well not literally dying but definitely felt like it hehehe... had a good lunch with a fren at Chinatown and decided to takeaway some food for dinner... beef rendang to be exact...and I've always done that with no problems at all...
Guess what? Couldnt sleep the whole night due to severe epigastric and abdo pain...felt so nauseous...come morning after 8am...all start "projecting" out....literally...from top and bottom LOL....and that burning epigastric pain keep coming on and off all the time...making me nauseous almost the whole day...on top of dat...I've already pulled my bloody neck and shoulder muscles again...
Had no choice but to take time away from work...bet they are cursing me for taking off sick for 2days heehee...I cant help it!! i was literally rolling around and sprawling on my bed...couldnt even get up...only had my 1st small proper meal yesterday...after more than 24hours!!
Anyway...feeling much better now...still kinda bloated but definitely better... but bloody muscle pain still there...arghhhh....
On a lighter note, it snowed again last night...not as much as few days ago but still nice to watch snow falling down...I've always love walking outside with snow falling on me...just makes me feel happy and at peace, eventhough it's cold...I know...I'm that weird heehee...
P.S. Getting nervous for Sunday!! heehee...
CIAO!!
Posted by feline at 8:10 pm
Hey I'm blogging again...not bad...not bad at all...heehee...good to be off for a few days...had bloody busy night shifts...sigh....i really need a break...less than 2months to go now...arghhhh...
And what do I do on my off days? Eating out and buying desserts as usual...hehehe... had dinner in Italian restaurant Strada yesterday and then bought a couple of tiramisu for me to indulge in hehehe....ohh and I came across a newly opened Nandos along High Str Kensington!! Lovely... :)
And met my "sayang" Joyce for lunch today at Rasa Sayang...bought more cakes heehee...went to M&Ms as well...bought some stuff for back home and M&Ms for me!! Oh man...sugar rush all d way!!! heehee
By the way, this song by Demi Lovato is just stuck in my head..."Skyscraper"...just love it...
"You can take everything I have, you can take everything I am"
"Like I'm made of glass, like I'm made of paper"
"Go on and try to tear me down, I will be rising from the ground"
"Like a skyscraper"
On another note...
"I'm not a kid, do not treat me like a kid....so do not expect me to do or say things to you just so as to make you feel better after you've done me wrong....it doesn't work that way...."
P.S. One more day off before back on long days....duh!!
CIAO!!
Posted by feline at 11:47 pm
Oh...my...God!! I dun know how and when it started but I just decided to google if my blogspot has been erased and it hasnt!! A walk down the memory lane looking at my posts from late 2006 till early 2010, laughing and embarassed all at the same time heehee.... Anyway, what had been going on in my life since then???
Became hooked onto Facebook, thus the reason why I've abandoned this blog heehee...got reconnected to old friends on Facebook...
Got a new job at High Dependency Unit with lovely staff, despite "demoting" myself back to staff nurse...no more sister here n there...love it....just loving it!! heehee...
And still going on trips...Norway...Morocco...Switzerland...
Then got single again...that was a hard time for me...was in anger n denial and bargaining mode.... sigh....i just did not see it coming...after 4 years together...oh well
Oh the other hand...thanks to Facebook...I crossed path with an ex-classmate...God that must have been like 16years ago!! And even back then we were never close...got talking on Facebook again but thats about it...
Moms...they just got that instinct isnt it? I remembered her commenting about this ex-classmate of mine...Her exact words " hey did u not notice that when u update your profile as single again, he too update his profile as single again a few days later?" Really?? I wasnt even bothered then...
And now, he's my boyfriend!! heehee....after all his patience and preseverance, I agreed to be his gf....he should be proud of himself for not giving up on me...heehee...and my family accepts him too...it wasnt love at first sight...or 2nd sight even heehee...
I just came to realise that I hang on to my previous relationships, hoping to change them, and hoping they would sacrifice themselves for me, and that I'm worth it all....and then it would be a fairytale ending...but alas its just a fool's dream...
And now a guy came along, who loves me so much that it puzzles me...who is willing to do so much for me that I almost couldnt believe it....and so I realize that maybe I am worth it after all...and that maybe this is the one for me, the one who I can settle down with....
And so the story continues...Insya allah...we are getting engaged in April, n so begins another chapter of my life...:)
P.S. Hopefully I'll continue blogging eh....heehee
CIAO!!
Posted by feline at 12:55 am
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