Oh...my...God!! I dun know how and when it started but I just decided to google if my blogspot has been erased and it hasnt!! A walk down the memory lane looking at my posts from late 2006 till early 2010, laughing and embarassed all at the same time heehee.... Anyway, what had been going on in my life since then???
Became hooked onto Facebook, thus the reason why I've abandoned this blog heehee...got reconnected to old friends on Facebook...
Got a new job at High Dependency Unit with lovely staff, despite "demoting" myself back to staff nurse...no more sister here n there...love it....just loving it!! heehee...
And still going on trips...Norway...Morocco...Switzerland...
Then got single again...that was a hard time for me...was in anger n denial and bargaining mode.... sigh....i just did not see it coming...after 4 years together...oh well
Oh the other hand...thanks to Facebook...I crossed path with an ex-classmate...God that must have been like 16years ago!! And even back then we were never close...got talking on Facebook again but thats about it...
Moms...they just got that instinct isnt it? I remembered her commenting about this ex-classmate of mine...Her exact words " hey did u not notice that when u update your profile as single again, he too update his profile as single again a few days later?" Really?? I wasnt even bothered then...
And now, he's my boyfriend!! heehee....after all his patience and preseverance, I agreed to be his gf....he should be proud of himself for not giving up on me...heehee...and my family accepts him too...it wasnt love at first sight...or 2nd sight even heehee...
I just came to realise that I hang on to my previous relationships, hoping to change them, and hoping they would sacrifice themselves for me, and that I'm worth it all....and then it would be a fairytale ending...but alas its just a fool's dream...
And now a guy came along, who loves me so much that it puzzles me...who is willing to do so much for me that I almost couldnt believe it....and so I realize that maybe I am worth it after all...and that maybe this is the one for me, the one who I can settle down with....
And so the story continues...Insya allah...we are getting engaged in April, n so begins another chapter of my life...:)
P.S. Hopefully I'll continue blogging eh....heehee
CIAO!!
Posted by feline at 12:55 am
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