My mum, she's my friend, my confidante, my advisor, she cooks the best food in the world, the one whom i gossip with, the one who goes shopping with me, she is at the top of my priorities, the one whom i cant live without, the one who i sometimes take for granted, she is always there for me and yet, im not always there for her, the one whom i listen to, the one who understand how i feel inside out and can read my mind, the one who tell the truth flatly and though i sometimes cant take the truth that comes out from her, i know she's right...
She wants me to come home, come home for good....she misses me...i miss her too...she hasnt been feeling too well and keeps wishing that im there whenever she doesnt feel good...i cried when i heard that...she cried too...we r two softies u see...but she's definitely stronger than me, stronger n firmer tham me...
She feels what im going through...she wants me to be happy and yet to be realistic as well with my current situation...and hard as it seems to accept reality, i know she's right...she tells me to be strong and hold on to my faith....to keep praying...she knows i'll make it through...she knows its hard for me...to let go of something that i've grown to love so much over these few months...
It's so hard dear mum...and so painful....to let go....wish u r here to comfort me, to hold me...
Thank you for believing in me & for trusting me...dun b sad for me...
Sigh...what should i do dear God...please show me some signs....
Posted by feline at 10:08 pm
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