sigh, sigh....feel like shit...feel like crap...so depressing....so lonely....so sad....my heart felt so heavy...feel like crying....but i muz not...muz not let dat someone see me crying...a tear or two did fell down but i brushed them away....so many thoughts going on in my mind....heart n head felt so heavy....feel worse in this depressing weather...having dat someone ard makes it worse... y is reality so difficult...y arent fairytales ever true....u r so near and yet so far...u r the one i truly believe will make me happy forever but yet i cant have you...only for now maybe but not forever...i never wanna change u in any way but will u change for me juz for dat...will u sacrifice for me juz for dat ?? will u?? i dun tink so....so sad....i better stop now....i feel damn shitty now....
Posted by feline at 7:26 pm
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